ColourGenics test.
i find it pretty accurate. =X

You are very ambitious and because you seek and need recognition, you try in your own way to impress people and you want to be looked up to - to be both popular and admired. You feel that there is a gap which separates you from your fellow man, or woman as the case may be, but this anxiety is an unnecessary one. Keep on the way you are going and you may surprise yourself.

You are a very warm and emotional individual but unfortunately in the past too many people have taken advantage of this sensitive trait. You need aesthetic surroundings, or an equally sensitive and understanding partner with whom to share a warm understanding.

You are confined and trapped in a distressing or uncomfortable situation and seeking some way out. Whatever you seem to do to resolve the problem hasn't worked out. Fortunately you are able to gain some aspect of relief from someone close to you.

You are being unduly influenced by the situation that is all around you. You do not like the feeling of loneliness and whatever it is that seems to separate you from others. You know that life can be wonderful and you are anxious to experience life in all its aspects, to live it to the full. You therefore resent any restriction or limitations that are being imposed on you and you insist on going it alone.

You are trying to build up your own position and you resist all external influences. You insist that you are your own person and you will not tolerate any outside interference. Decisive and proud, you are true managerial material.

Just to warn you guys.
This is a very sad but true story.
i've cried so many times with reading this story.

A PUPPY MILL PUPPY'S STORY

I don't remember much of the place
where I was born.
It was cramped and dark,
and we were never played with by the Humans.
I remember Mom and her soft fur,
but she was often sick, and very thin.
She had hardly any milk for
me and my brothers and sisters.
I remember many of them dying,
and I missed them so.

I remember the day I was taken from Mom.
I was so sad and scared,
my milk teeth had only just come in,
and I really should have been with Mom still,
but she was so sick,
and the Humans kept saying that
they wanted their money and were sick of
the "mess" that me and my sister made.

So we were crated up
and taken to a strange place.
Just the two of us.
We huddled together and were scared,
still no Human hands came to pet or love us.
So many sights and sounds and smells!
We are in a store where
there are many different animals!
Some that squawk! Some that meow!
Some that peep!
My sister and I are jammed into a small cage.
I hear other puppies here.
I see Humans look at me through the glass.
I like the "little humans", the kids.
They look so sweet, and fun, l
ike they would play with me!
All day we stay in the small cage,
sometimes mean people
will hit the glass and frighten us,
every once in a while we are taken out
to be held or shown to humans.
Some are gentle, some hurt us,
we always hear "Aw they are so cute! I want one!"
but we never get to go with any of them.

My sister died last night,
when the store was dark.
I lay my head on her soft fur a
nd felt the life leave her small thin body.
I had heard them say she was sick,
and that I should be sold at a "discount price"
so that I would quickly leave the store.
I think my soft whine was the only one
that mourned for her as her body
was taken out of the cage in the morning and dumped.

Today, a family came and bought me!
Oh happy day!
They are a nice family,
they really, really wanted me!
They had bought a dish and food
and the little girl held me so tenderly in her arms.
I love her so much!
The mom and dad say
what a sweet and good puppy I am!
I am named Angel.
I love to lick my new Humans!
The family takes such good care of me,
they are loving and tender and sweet.
They gently teach me right and wrong,
give me good food, and lots of love!
I want only to please these wonderful people!
I love the little girl and
I enjoy running and playing with her.

Today I went to the veterinarian.
It was a strange place and I was frightened.
I got some shots,
but my best friend the little girl
held me softly and said it would be okay.
So I relaxed.
The vet must have said sad words
to my beloved family,
because they looked awfully sad.
I heard Severe Hip Dysplasia,
and something about my heart...
I heard the vet say something
about back yard breeders
and my parents not being tested.
I know not what any of that means,
just that it hurts me to see my family so sad.
But they still love me,
and I still love them very much!

I am six months old now.
Where most other puppies are robust and rowdy,
it hurts me terribly just to move.
The pain never lets up.
It hurts to run and play with my beloved little girl,
and I find it hard to breathe.
I keep trying my best to be the
strong pup I know I am supposed to be,
but it is so hard.
It breaks my heart to see the little girl so sad,
and to hear the Mom and Dad
talk about it might now be "the time."
Several times I have went to that veterinarians place,
and the news is never good.
Always talk about Congenital Problems.
I just want to feel the warm sunshine and run,
and play and nuzzle with my family.

Last night was the worst.
Pain has been my constant companion now,
it hurts even to get up and get a drink.
I try to get up but can only whine in pain.
I am taken in the car one last time.
Everyone is so sad,
and I don't know why.
Have I been bad?
I try to be good and loving-what have I done wrong?
Oh if only this pain would be gone!
If only I could soothe the tears of the little girl.
I reach out my muzzle to lick her hand,
but can only whine in pain.

The veterinarian’s table is so cold.
I am so frightened.
The Humans all hug and love me.
They cry into my soft fur.
I can feel their love and sadness.
I manage to lick softly their hands.
Even the vet doesn't seem so scary today.
He is gentle
and I sense some kind of relief for my pain.
The little girl holds me softly and I thank her,
for giving me all her love.
I feel a soft pinch in my foreleg.
The pain is beginning to lift,
I am beginning to feel a peace descend upon me.
I can now softly lick her hand.

My vision is becoming dreamlike now,
and I see my Mother and my brothers and sisters,
in a far off green place.
They tell me there is no pain there,
only peace and happiness.
I tell the family goodbye in the
only way I know how-a soft wag of my tail
and a nuzzle of my nose.
I had hoped to spend many,
many moons with them, but it was not meant to be.
"You see," said the veterinarian,
"Pet shop puppies do not come from ethical breeders."
The pain ends now,
and I know it will be many years
until I see my beloved family again.
If only things could have been different.

(This story may be published
or reprinted in the hopes that
it will stop unethical breeders a
nd those who breed only for money
and not for the betterment of the breed)

hello people!

i permed my eyelashes afew days ago,
when i went for my weekly facial.
i think when everything finished,
my back was almost breaking alrdy.
lying there for 4 hours straight,
my facial plus eyelash perming.

and normally i can't fall asleep during my facials,
i wonder how people do that.
i was like, SO BORED!
AHHHHHHHH!

but it turned out nice.
and the best of all!
I DON'T HAVE TO CURL MY LASHES ANYMORE!


Florella came that night to
bake cupcakes at my place.

the receipe says:
Red Velvet & White Chocolate Cream Cheese Frosting.
doesn't it alrdy sound so yummy?
drools.

it's awfully sinful!
i'm gonna bake strawberry cheesecake tmr.
yumyum.


i've been slacking arnd ALOT,
sleeping at 3-4am,
waking up at 12-1pm.
body clock's haywired.
i'll wake up at 1pm,
and stay in bed and read for the whole day long.
i'll be so broke if i buy all the books i read.
eeeew, bookworm. 0.o

I went out with Danny, Ezzat,
Jaeson, Jessica, Shu Herng tday.
watched Mr Bean's Holiday,
it's like, oh my god so freaking funny.
i laughed through 1 1/2hrs.
you guys gotta watch it!
the part Mr Bean slurps down
the oyster is SO FUNNY.

&&& Danny told me Mr Bean started as an alien
which came to earth to learn to live with humans.
that's why he's so dumb and full of weird actions!
i only knew tday!

UNCLE DANNY insisted on taking neoprints!

all these are taken
a longlonglong time ago,
i just forgotten to post it here,
just don't make a big fuss out of it!

i was so happy,
we went to afew dog farms the other day,
i saw this 3 Japanese Spitz puppy.
THEY ARE
SO BEAAAAUTIFUL!
Think almond-shaped, double eyelid, sad eyes.
those puppy eyes just make me melt!

I WANNA HAVE A JAPANESE SPITZ
WHEN I GET MARRIED.
so my husband HAVE to be a animal lover. (:

I love, how my Butter curl up and lie there.
doesn't she look so cute?
with the foot sticking out!

munch munch. =DDD

Alright. Update, Updates sy! ((:

Romp02@St James Powerhouse.
WAS A BLAST.
i went with yuling,
i haven't seen her ever since last year,
she is still as funny lah!

manymany fun people,
but we didn't take any pictures,
we were too tired!
by the time it ended i had jellylegs alrdy
toe cramps somemore
maaaadness.
BUT I WANT MORE!
YUANQING! YULING!


i baked these afew weeks back.



RANDOM.


Crazy VicsonHuang!


mummy &me.
we were so bored,
can't be blamed!

it was actually my god parents
25th year wedding anniversary,
and they wanted to walk down to aisle
and renew their marriage vows that sort of thing.

then victor &me had sang a song,
as a surprise for them.
BUT WE SCREWED IT UP!
i forgot part of my lyrics,
and he forgot his as well.
all we could do was look at each other,
and laugh.




puff puff.
We just had dinner in a japanese restaurant @wisma.
their tempura ice cream is so yucky!
and they still labelled it "chief recommendation."






"@#$%. DARN THIS FENCE!
I WANT MY BUTTERY BUTTER!"


he's so cute,
look at his mouth. =DDD


shhhh, don't disturb me!
my siblings are so noisy,
that's why i'm hiding here to sleep!


cuddle cuddle. xD

PS: i've added my friendster link,
under the Link section. 0.O"

sleepy me at 8am,
i was shaken awake by my mummy.
and was told that butter have alrdy given birth
and the babies are running arnd!

and oh my, what a sight.
THEY ARE SO ADORABLE!
3 tiny little piglets!

but one of them,
which i now officially name him/her as mimao.
it's much smaller than the other two piglets,
almost 2/3 of the size of the others.
& mimao wasn't running arnd like the other two.
instead it was hunching it's back
&dazing at some direction.

hehee, but i've been worrying for nothing.
butter's a goooooood mummy,
now mimao's running arnd like the others alrdy!




Butter &her few hours old babies.



Tired Butter mama &warm babies!


they're like 1/3 of the size of my palm!



"come come, we pose for mummy's camera!
1.. 2.. 3.. CLOSE EYES!"



This is Mimao. Mini Mimaooo.


the other two, names are not thought of yet.

- one has white/brown/black fur like butter, crests like peanut.

- another has white/brown black fur as well,
mostly black on it's tiny cute face.

any suggestion?
leave me a tag please! (: